you know the feeling that your friend is mad at you because you keep on annoying him. he smiles everytime you say something not good about him. yun bang “trip mo siyang pag trippingan”. tas ang kaibigan mo pang ito ay roommate mo, classmate/blockmate, tinuturing mo na parang matalik/pinaka close mo na kaibigan or i’m just assuming that we’re very close? hehehe.

and now, he’s mad. i don’t know how he acts in times like this? and i don’t know what i’m gonna do if time will come that he’s gonna be totally mad at me.

i know i should be shutting off my mouth! but this doesn’t mean that i’m not gonna talk. LOL xD

Friendship- it is an intimacy.

When I was an elementary student I had a lot of friends in our school. I play with them, laugh with them, and make crazy stuffs with them. I thought that’s the meaning of it- friendship, you’ll just gonna laugh, and make crazy stuff with your friends. But that’s not it. I know there’s something more behind that word. And when I’ve gotten to the next level of life- High School life, all those perceptions about friendship were being added when I met a group of brandnew friends. That time, I define FRiENDSHiP as a mutual understanding between two parties; a bond that you will never forget for the rest of your life; a word that needs affection; a strong binding of people. In high school, friendship is not just about laughing and making crazy stuffs with them but it’s more about caring for them, crying with them, teaching them the right way, and etc. When I left this life, and said goodbye to my friends, I thought of something. I don’t know how will I start my new chapter in life- college life.

College friends are much more about having matured friends. Like most of them are acting as matured ones. They do stuffs that are for matured people and that’s it I should blend with them. I must act like one though I’m not and though I don’t like it. I don’t like it because I don’t want to lose the word that people tagged me- childish!

i’m reaching my boiling point. so dare not to talk to me.